What is the purpose if life??

I ask you...

My new motto

Hope for the best. Prepare for the worst!!!

What is love : A Comment

This is a comment in I put in Vindi's blog

"I think love is undefinable & cos of this property, everyone has tried defining it, all the way down the civilisation, by means of songs, movies, novels, short stories solely dedicated to the most amazing thought known to man!!!!! But only few managed to even qualify as a close approximation to the real thing..

This, no the other hand, is one of the very best intepretations of love I've ever seen...

This is something I've heard:
"To love is nothing, To be loved is something, To love & to be loved is everything"

I don't know how far that is true but... there are people who live just for this person whom they love..

Some people I know love the other sooo much & the other just brushes him/her away, just like that... Imagine what will happen to the life of the lover..

Then again, you really can't blame the other, can you? How can you pretend to love someone & lose his/her personal want to choose the person he/she wants? Or would he/she deserves a test run, cos it would be a waste, not to...

Think about it.."

Sacrifices

Sometimes I feel like life is all about them... You have to put something at stake to get the other at some point of time in life & at times it happens so that you don't want to let go of both of em cos both of em are bloody important to you & are a huge part of your life..

There are commitments in life.. Therefore you GOT to give priority to them.
As Vindi would approve, I shouldn't do anything that I'll regret later in life. Now I understand in what she said..

& so... I will (have to) let go...

Abt Jesus In India

More.. for the intersted
http://www.tombofjesus.com/core/majorplayers/buddhism/buddhism-p1.htm

SDP Officially Done!!!!

Gave the enomerous leather bound doc today.. Feels bloody good. Want to thank to all my group members for working 24/7 with me to get it done for good, & for my father to get it bound wasting his whole day

This post is a round of applause to my favourite group ever,
Pathi
Vindi
Kalani
Vishva

Well done!..... & thank you

Revenge !!!???

It's great if a person can live without hurting no one. But some people just have to poke in the other's eye if someone poked in his, even by mistake...

Things that you can't have.......

Well.. People can't have everything.. Such is life..

Does it occur to you that, when you see some things in life & before you stared adoring them, you see this huge sign with bulbs flashing which says "Unreachable". (Sometimes see the sign before knowing the actual thing).

Well, I saw the sign....... & actually forgot about the whole thing, since somehow it had to come & bother me & create hopes.... I was blindfolded for some time, which put me deeper into the pit.. But now, I can see the sign again. & you know what, I'm scared..

Giving things up to free yourself is a very important concept in buddhism. It makes you free of external things which hurt you in the end...

There lies my salvage.. I'm TRYING to let go... TRYING!!!! But I haven't got even close, unfortunately..

Man.. how tough it should be to see Nibbana, if this is this tough..

Jesus Lived* In India

I have heard of this book, but never got my hands to it except few weeks back, where time limited me only to read through 5-6 pages of interesting facts. It was written by a western scientist who is travelling India..

He aparantly came across this Mahayana Buddhist temple, as a result of an accident, & had discussions w Monks, where he found this character in their holy scriptures, which sounded very much like Jesus. He searched on & he found, with evidence, that, Jesus in his youth came to India, looking for truth & learned Mahayana dhamma in a Temple. He became so good that he was treated as a saint in the scriptures.

Then he went to west to deliver, his new found knowledge to his homeland & the rest is history...

..... Except, the fact that he actually survived the crucifixion*, came to India & died in old age!!!!!!!!!!!

Think everyone should read this!!! & I gotta get that book back somehow.....

* Corrected error

Boulevard of broken dreams

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

- Green Day

IT'S OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!

The biggest project of my life is over, (at least the tough & most challenging part)!!!!!

Damn, it feels bloody good! Everyone is bloody happy over the outcome, cos the presentation was bloody good. I felt bloody confident & felt all those sleepness nights & all the hacking of the brain pay off

Most importantly, our co ordinator, Mrs Kumudini is delighed by it.
It was very understanding of her to actually understand all the misfortunes happened to us as real honest & uncontrollable serious problems & not a bunch of lame excuses that one would come with, because they REALLY weren't. If Miss wouldn't have had a better understanding of our personalities, she surely would've thought otherwise.

It's really nice to know that we actually get what we deserve for a change. Thank Goodness

I'm TIRED (My Group's woes)

Dead tired.........

same here(Pathi),

Me too(Kalani),

Me Three (Vindi)

Vishva too suppose

To Mr. Rehan..

I must confess.. You were right about me being changed.. But, thanks to your comment, I realised that & Now I'M BACK...

Given I'm granted with no harmful, undesirable & uncontrollable forces, I WILL NOT LOSE THE MARBLE...... IT'S MINE

Freaky

I found another person with the same prob that I have... None other than my fellow Royalist & batch mate Daham

It's bloodly freaky the same!!!!!!, except for the 5th point.

Check this

Freaky!!!!!!!

Faint

I am...
a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can't help the fact, that everybody can see these scars

I am...
What I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real

So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away, pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here, 'cause you're all that I've got

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This is the first verse in Faint, one of the greatest songs done by [LINKIN PARK]. This is from the album Meteora.
Man, I kinda just figure out the meaning of this one, shame on me for taking this long...

Nice

HECTIC

I'M ABOUT TO CRACK UP!!!!

LOST & HOPELESS................ ABOUT TO BURST.........

I NEED SOMEONE TO SAVE ME

PLEASE

In lament for a national hero

Today, I was awakened to the most disturbing news... One of the very few politicians that I respect to the max was killed by LTTE terrorism..... Hon. Mr. Lakshman Kadiragamar was murdered last night by a sniper attack in Bauddaloka Mw.. & so dies another patriot, for racism & terrorrism...
May he attain Nibbana

Someone should stop LTTE & put an end to this war, even by means of war........ Who is next to be lost? Murali??

Garfield - One of my favourites

On the next episode in CSI.........

Notice the clues.....

Spot the crime.. ; )

Am I hypersensitive????

To ppl...
I know that most won't agree, but those who actually know me will know...

I feel that I'm getting paranoid on the things & should be more patient about, which I see as a result of this hypersensivity. & man, doesn't this tear me apart or what?

I've being heavily distracted, lost sense of work & been in ruins. I can't control myself anymore...

Want to relate this to a comment of mine in Bashi's blog
"It's an easy life when you ignore stuff.. Sometimes it feels like going there, saying goodbye to the human race..

I was that last semester, & I ended up batch top, uncannyly. Now I'm not & things are pretty much scary & complicated as it was.

It's not as bad as it sounds, living like that "

I dunno if I should go on living this way, should I be left alone..... Like I was before I got into this mess.