Things that you can't have.......

Well.. People can't have everything.. Such is life..

Does it occur to you that, when you see some things in life & before you stared adoring them, you see this huge sign with bulbs flashing which says "Unreachable". (Sometimes see the sign before knowing the actual thing).

Well, I saw the sign....... & actually forgot about the whole thing, since somehow it had to come & bother me & create hopes.... I was blindfolded for some time, which put me deeper into the pit.. But now, I can see the sign again. & you know what, I'm scared..

Giving things up to free yourself is a very important concept in buddhism. It makes you free of external things which hurt you in the end...

There lies my salvage.. I'm TRYING to let go... TRYING!!!! But I haven't got even close, unfortunately..

Man.. how tough it should be to see Nibbana, if this is this tough..