What I wrote 4 the Christmas Party souverneer

I lay awake
In the middle of the night, on my bed
With the thick veil of darkness surrounding me….

Suddenly, out of the blues,
My mind started drifting away,
To find those snapshots of life,
Sunk deep beneath the sands of time,
Which were thought as lost….. but soon found.

She was an angel in my eyes… and still is
She could make any pain so with one single look, miraculously.
she could keep me up in those very long nights
of thought
just like tonight…. But a long time ago…

I never thought it’ll go this far then….
When I first met her.
We became friends, soon after
And then… best friends
Too soon, actually
But then again, was it?
Or did time pass, just too fast.

So… there we were, me and her
Strictly best of friends
But soon…
Dreams at night and thoughts at day
Of her
Changed me
Day by day… night by night…
And soon
I was in love!

But I couldn’t say it… not to her face,
Looking at that playful gaze
And her friendly smile.
So I put it to paper
Like arranging flowers to make a decoration like none other…..
I wrote

But all of these thoughts
None she left, as deep as I.
She searched for the friendship
That we once had

So I agreed….
Let’s be friends’…
But… by heart disagreed
The will of my brain
And kept falling in love, all over again.

Soon… tried in an attempt to remain sure
In the middle of constant battles
Between my own heart and my brain
I made up my mind.
With greatest heartache,
I let go of her.
To not to let her be touched
By feelings growing from the depths of my heart
I let go of her…
The greatest love of mine.

Years have passed, since I walked down that lane but scars still remain.
I’ve gone numb
And I can’t see a girl, the way I saw them then
Love didn’t find me afterwards… best faces.
In this long lane of time
Of loneliness and suffering
I wait… in pain
For survival

GD
BIT
Semeter I

Level I