Waiting..

Here I lay...
On my bed, awake..
After the hacking of my mind
from hundreds of problems, I'm forced to worry about.

Unusually unrest,
As if the tiring is not enough
to rest my tired mind...

But,
with eyes sore,
my minds' eye keeps exploring
the depth of my heart
to see those eyes of her,
staring...

I can't make it go ...
'cos it tears me apart..
Not seeing her
as an angel,
but seeing her as a treasure
I may never have..
& regretting those feelings
that I may never feel ..

It seems far ...
even she's closest..

My heart desires,
at least, for now,
will have to wait...
So here I am.. Waiting

(C)